Miss You, Thanks!

In honor of the FIRST day of November, I have to put up some major thanks right? Truth is I love it here but school is getting hard and I don't feel like I am the best I can be right now. Being around people here makes me realize how much I miss my friends from home... so this post is dedicated to you! You should feel kinda cool if your mentioned, just sayin.... (In no paticular order)

Jacob Freaking Cardinal. Jacob knows I basically love him to death, he really is one of the best friend's I have EVER had. Don't even ask me what is going to happen when he goes on his mission, I don't want to talk about it. Ladies watch out, he is the definition of the PERFECT Husband. Kind, Funny, Loyal, not to mention he is a russian model, no big I guess. I absolutely know I could ask jacob ANYTHING and he would be there at any freaking moment. Oh by the way, we were the 3 year power couple for the dance concert, you should be super jealous. Thanks Jacob for being my shrink and listening to me complain about everything and giving me advice at no cost, and for being so understanding. Love you husband!

Brandon and Tiff, and their spouses! I honestly take you two for granted, I never really truthfully realized what a huge part you two played in my life even though you were just my step siblings, we have known each other since I was 5! You really are my brother and Sister. Brandon, I am so so happy you have found the love of your life Audrey, whom I absolutely adore! My heart truthfully melted when you texted me asking me how California was! I think it was the 5th text I have ever gotten from you in my life and definitely the best :) Tiff, you know I think you are the best older sister in the world and I wouldn't trade our relationship for anything! You and Brad have treated me like your own daughter basically for the past couple of years and I hope that never changes. I will never EVER forget us dressing up and doing leg dances in our living room before I moved out! I love you lots and I can't wait for your trips to L.A. counting down the days til you come in December in fact! I know both our parents are getting divorced but I hope our relationship never changes because I don't want to divorce either of you two :) plus I can't wait to be an aunt! Thanks for the countless rides to get dinner or taking me to dance, I really do appreciate it, a lot!

"Jesus"(-Carlos Ice Cream) I really miss the Crombie. Thought I would be so so happy to leave but I'm not I actually miss it more and more everyday. Not only do I miss these three above but really almost everyone that worked there (almost). As much as I hated those hour long playlists and the most ridiculous look policies, I kinda want them back in my life, especially Riley's singing and dancing to every single one. I dread starting my new job because I know it will never be nearly as good as this, really. BELLIE CROWE FOREVER! Thanks for being the best 1st job in the world and for all of the greatest friends (fellow associates/managers) I could have to work with!

I don't just miss this team and group of girls, but I miss drill and my previous teams in general. Especially Jan and Ricci. I have said this 5 million times but as much as it sucks waking up at 6 am your whole life (including saturdays and summer) it is all completely and totally worth it. I wish so badly I could be getting ready for competition season right now, especially with their incredible routines this year ;) I have realized why I am having such a hard time with school right now is because I am not the best, there is so much competition around me when with drill it was just obvious, we really were the best and everyone knew it. But all good things must come to an end. Thanks to ALL things Drill for teaching me the most incredible life lessons and giving me the best sisters and coaches (moms) that I could ask for! Miss you lots lots lots!

My sweet baby Annabelle! Yes I am one of those stupid people that considers their dog their child. Except Annabelle is like my mom, she truthfully takes care of me. When I am sick and throwing up in my bathroom she comes and lays by me and licks my feet. When I am sobbing uncontrollably so kisses my face. Her night routine is sleeping on my bed until I am completely asleep (no matter what time) and then she goes upstairs and lays by the door protecting the house. She is the definition of the best dog ever, really though. I wish I could be there to cuddle with her as I hear she still sleeps on my bed at night. Thanks Annabelle for always taking care of me and being the greatest dog, I would pick you any day over a yorkie just to carry in my purse. (even though they are pretty cute.)

Oh near... my Tila Tequila AKA Makell Ellis. Wish you would have moved down her with me sweetheart :) You so know it would have been the best ever! I honestly laugh the most and hardest when I am with her, it's honestly ridiculous the inside jokes we have. Makell is a great person to have around because we have gone through the same things in life, we truthfully are on the exact same page as each other so obviously just click. Thanks Makell for not only giving me the BEST last night in Bountiful but for staying friends for all these years! P.S. If you didn't know already I live in Makell's old house and she is my next door neighbor.

First and for most my mama! I miss her so much, it hurts (yes I am quoting a stupid line from twilight) My mom and I have always been so close and if you haven't heard yet her and my stepdad are getting divorced. I know she is going through hell right now and I wish I could be there for her more than anything! She always supported me with moving down here and going to the school of my dreams but who is supporting her right now? Give her a big hug and kiss from me if you EVER see her around. Truthfully, Thanks for everything.

My Sipe and my Sipe Sipe! Oh god, I feel like I can never be as immature and stupid with my friends here like I can with you two! I miss you guys so much and think about the two of you on a regular day basis. Sorry I complained so much about getting out of Utah when I was with you two, I am really regretting it now. You girls are the best friend's I could ask for and I know you two will always be there for me! Love you both, thanks for putting up with me and keeping me occupied, thanks to both your parent's for always accepting me considering the circumstances.

P.S. I miss lots more people, you definitely know who you are! Love you UTAH! ;)